The ticking
and the tock
it never stops
Incessant
rhythmic
fluid
a back beat
you can’t lose it~
Beam
so bright
shines through
the night
the ticking
and the tock
it just never
stops
until it
does…
The ticking
and the tock
it never stops
Incessant
rhythmic
fluid
a back beat
you can’t lose it~
Beam
so bright
shines through
the night
the ticking
and the tock
it just never
stops
until it
does…
Done.
done looking back
done taking shit
done accepting less
done explaining
done apologizing
done fighting to be heard
done waiting
done serving
done biding
Done.
It has begun…
Finding hope
taking steps
standing in strength
a long way
to go~
Letting go
of things past
learning the lessons
building on a dream
Moving forward
into the unseen
believing in the universe~
writing a new chapter
filled with new hope
where the story goes
time will tell
the past is felled
moving onward
towards the light
creating a new life…
Setting sun
just begun
Rising sun
get it done
Light the path
golden rays…
I stand
staring
into an abyss
Ground shifting
adrift~
Metamorphosis,
it’s a bitch…
Moonlight
and bullshit
Filling the gloom
with doom
seething with
unspent Rage~
no where to turn in
this cage-
Watching the clock
waiting to run
from this hell pit
for once and
for all…
it is done.
Walking the path
into the light
tired of the fight.
Following the
sunbeams and
moonlight~
creating a
new life…
I can’t create
my world has been
shattered
I chose this path
to sell and buy
god help me
there is a good why~
leaving my home
leaving my job
leaving my life
behind…
Forging a new path
wherever it may lead
Unafraid
scared
reaching for a dream…
Take this wink
of time
to find
to seek
to create
to center
begin again
begin anew
being brave
standing true
do the work
follow through
dreams floating
dreams gloating
create the dream
float
gloat
find the shades
of light…
May the day
find a way
May a flower
bloom beautifully
May the sun rise
and the moon shine
cracks and crevices
filling the void
courage to grow
between the slats
learning to let go
letting go to grow
starting over
anew, again
adventures await
memories to be made
turning the page
follow where the
story goes~
come what may…
The winds of change
blow through…
Rising to the challenge.
going through~
the looking glass
is blind.
The past is behind
Changing a way of life
Flying on a wire
Fear is a liar
taking steps
walking towards a dream
It will be what it will be
The universe leads the way
I pray
I cry
I laugh
I try-
there is no surrender.
I think of you
today
and everyday…
You are gone
but still walk
with me
everywhere…
For all you
gave me ~
the love
the laughter
the joys
the lessons…
You are
my best friend
but now
I have
two more,
Daughters…