Everyday
your
pulling
further
away.
If you
go
I will
still
stay,
you have
to live
it
your
way…
I’ll miss
us,
as we
once
were…
I’ll remember
the laughter
and
the love.
I’ll cry…
I’ll try
to find
the why
and
carry
on…

Everyday
your
pulling
further
away.
If you
go
I will
still
stay,
you have
to live
it
your
way…
I’ll miss
us,
as we
once
were…
I’ll remember
the laughter
and
the love.
I’ll cry…
I’ll try
to find
the why
and
carry
on…

On the wall
watches me
as I fall.
I wish upon
a star
as fire
consumes
my soul.
I beg
the moon
to see me
as I jump
and land
in a pile
of shit…
That’s it!
Fuck You
mirror, mirror
your a fraud.
I am a Queen!
I picked myself
up after
every fall.
I never let
the fire
burn my soul.
I threw the
shit back at
the moon.
I beg no one…

As the light
fades
I see differently
As the time
passes
I remember less
As I look
back
I hear laughter
that brought me
joy…
Happy tears
instead of
painful ones.
As my memory
fades
with the light
I remember
the times
of joy
and
laughter
that filled
my pain filled
life
as it goes…

Embrace
the
state
of
grace…
Earned
the
right
to have
a seat
at the
table…
Born of
fire
and
ice.
Endured
the
well
of
hell
inflicted
by
men…
Always
rising
again
and
again…
wrapped
in
the
Warriors
cloak
of
the
Goddess…

Day by day
vision clears
by inches
people come
people go…
Some you
thought
would always
walk
with you,
walked
away…
The
laughter
died
heart
shattered
glass
shards
flying…
The
long
goodbye
you
never
saw
coming…

Between shadows
we find the
light.
Pain teaches
its lessons
as it inches
achingly
away…
It returns
to remind us
shadows
remain.
The healing
happens
through
slivers of
light
somewhere
in the shadows
of night…
We look
for rainbows
to find
our joy
while shadows
hide
what we must
explore…

Eyes to
the sky
watching
them
float
on by…
Imagining
hitching
a ride
perhaps
through
time…
Floating
through
life
watching
the years
go by
wondering
how
time
flies…
dreaming
of the
softness
of a
floating
cloud…

Seasons change
and
so have I…
A broken tree
lies rotting
it becomes
a home to
millions of
little things…
Life erupts
overnight,
it was not
there
yesterday…
Beautiful
twisted
unique…
It has a
job to do,
it gets to
work,
and then
it lets go…
Lesson
learned…

I wander
through
my favorite
woods
and everyday
there is
something new…
A lesson
A creature
A truth
that settles
deep within
my bones…
I stand at
the threshold
of ‘old age’.
Everything has
changed,
eyesight blurs
insight sharpens.
Hearing dims
but some
sounds sharpen,
I hear the
heartbeat
of the notes
within a
symphony…
I move slower
but I notice
more…
This new phase,
my last phase…
I have earned
my right
to claim being
a Wise Woman.
I embrace
these changes,
it is an
honor
many never
see…

Oh to be
like a
flower~
lovely just
because it
exists.
beautiful
in it’s
sweet
complexity.
Simply
itself
and
stunning.
Useful
and
pleasant
for all
who
see,
a purpose
served.
Each petal
unique…
Nectar
seeds
medicine
life
for so
many…
joy
in plain
sight…
