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I stand

staring

into an abyss

Ground shifting

adrift~

Metamorphosis,

it’s a bitch…

Moonlight

and bullshit

Filling the gloom

with doom

seething with

unspent Rage~

no where to turn in

this cage-

Watching the clock

waiting to run

from this hell pit

for once and

for all…

it is done.

Walking the path

into the light

tired of the fight.

Following the

sunbeams and

moonlight~

creating a

new life…

I can’t create

my world has been

shattered

I chose this path

to sell and buy

god help me

there is a good why~

leaving my home

leaving my job

leaving my life

behind…

Forging a new path

wherever it may lead

Unafraid

scared

reaching for a dream…

Take this wink

of time

to find

to seek

to create

to center

begin again

begin anew

being brave

standing true

do the work

follow through

dreams floating

dreams gloating

create the dream

float

gloat

find the shades

of light…

May the day

find a way

May a flower

bloom beautifully

May the sun rise

and the moon shine

cracks and crevices

filling the void

courage to grow

between the slats

learning to let go

letting go to grow

starting over

anew, again

adventures await

memories to be made

turning the page

follow where the

story goes~

come what may…

The winds of change

blow through…

Rising to the challenge.

going through~

the looking glass

is blind.

The past is behind

Changing a way of life

Flying on a wire

Fear is a liar

taking steps

walking towards a dream

It will be what it will be

The universe leads the way

I pray

I cry

I laugh

I try-

there is no surrender.

 

I think of you

today

and everyday…

You are gone

but still walk

with me

everywhere…

For all you

gave me ~

the love

the laughter

the joys

the lessons…

You are

my best friend

but now

I have

two more,

Daughters…

Sweet Prince

you’ve gone

away

to a place

of peace

of quiet

of no pain…

I wish for

you

sunbeams

and

fresh meat.

A soft place

to sleep

and all

the love

there is…

You will

be missed

dear friend~

love always…

Failing

falling

finding

found

gone to

ground

another go

around

waiting

wailing

willing

wondering

trusting

doubting

do it

again

where does

it end?

Look up

to the sky

find your

why…

 

Roses of Spring

first blooms

of delight

the fresh baby

green

shines from

every tree

encased in yellow

the bee

is busy

everything

coming back

to life

feel the

fever

take flight

first blooms

Roses of Spring

remind us

to begin, again…

I’ve sat

within

your embrace

for many moons

and rising suns…

 

I am surrounded

by beauty

a simple,

complex

nest…

 

My garden

enchants me

my winged friends

sing to me

the buzzing bees

the gentle breeze…

 

poems flow

as the

buzz goes…